So after wavering for about 20 minutes (partly because they had a $5 burger deal and I knew I wanted that...but had to make up my mind on jumping or not first, because I didn't want to eat before a potential jump - you see my conundrum!), I told Nuria I'd do it. She had been more willing to jump from the outset than myself, but because I wasn't completely enthused with the idea, that lack of enthusiasm rubbed off on her and made her willing to bypass it (though I knew she wanted to do it). So sticking to the idea of challenging myself and limiting regrets I decided to pay as quickly as possible before the practical side of my conscience took hold and said, "Seriously, WTF are you doing?!?" Once the money was down, I knew there was no turning back, and I would be jumping in 15 minutes.